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this photo i took on the last day at my work place.

A favour to ask, it takes less than a minute....

* I * 6 * Y

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This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising.

Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know


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God wants you to move through this day with a quiet heart, an inward assurance that He is in control, a peaceful certainty that your life is in His hands, a deep trust in His plan your faith in Him, not in a timetable. He wants you to wait on Him and wait for Him. In His perfect way He will put everything together... see to every detail... arrange every circumstance... and order every step to bring to pass what He has for you.
By Roy Lessin, co-founder of Day-Spring

Belated birthday Gift

Today is a day that i meet up with my friends gathering day. In the early afternoon, meet Jianyan & HuanMeng for tea. We had a really good time meeting up. Talk about the time when we were still working together.

I receive a photo frame from Jianyan as my belated gift. I really love it.Cause it really bring back the memories of the time when I first join the company. Really enjoys and there are so many gals in the department.

I also received a bear from Zhiming. It so cute of him. To diy the bear for me. Really so touch. His is my buddy that i have know for over a decade. It a pity that he not able to join us for dinner tonight. That why he pass the gift to me in the afternoon. Really had a fun time talking to all of my friends. I also feel vy paiseh to receive a red packet as a belated birthday gift from them.

In today group, there are promoter, sale person, chief, tutorial teacher n etc. Even all of us are working in different area, but when we group together, there are so many jokes and laughter. =)

Belated birthday celebration

Yesterday, I had a celebration with my Nus classmate on my Belated birthday celebration but it was the actually day celebration for COW. hehe.... We have a luck today at marine Sq area. After the lunch, we shop for awhile, before cow & I went for our church service at yishun.

Teaching Sunday School

This wk my class student is 9. Which is less than what we expected. We thought will be like 12 students.

This wk i partner with Angeline. It been like 8 mths i never partner with her. All this period my partner teacher was MP. Angeline and I teach we have a trend, we always discuss over the phone on the day before.

Each time, we like to do story telling together in the class. It never a one person story telling. I think our co-ordinate is really not bad =)

Actually, even the class is very noisy but overall i really enjoy today lesson. I feel the children also very enjoys themselves.

Time Time Time

Now i only left 2 more working days at my current job. Then i will be doing part time study but full time student. But i don think i want to be like that for long...

I think i will still want to work part time job but havent start finding part time job. To maintain my monthly bills and etc. Still have no ideas what should i look for.

Twila Paris - Warrior is a Child / Do I Trust You

I feel so touch by this song. Reminded me to have the child like faith and put my trust in YOU.

Warrior is a Child / Do I Trust You

Warrior is a Child Lately I've been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazingStrong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me I'm hiding all the tears

(Chorus)
They don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
'Cause deep inside this armour
The warrior is a child

Unafraid because his armour is the best
But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest
People say that I'm amazing Never face retreat
But they don't see the enemies
That lay me at His feet

I drop my sword and look up for His smile
Because deep inside this armour
Deep inside this armour
Deep inside this armour
The Warrior is a Child

Do I trust You, Lord?
Does the river flow?
Do I trust You, Lord?
Does the north wind blow?
You can see my heart,
You can read my mind,
And You got to know
That I would rather die
Than to lose my faith
In the One I love.
Do I trust You, Lord?
Do I trust You?

I will trust You, Lord, when I don't know why.
I will trust You, Lord, till the day I die.
I will trust You, Lord, when I'm blind with pain!
You were God before, and You'll never change.
I will trust You.
I will trust You.
I will trust You, Lord.
I will trust You.

An amazing Love Story

He met her on a party.
She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him.
At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but to being polite, she promised.
They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please let me go home....
suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.
Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.
She asked him curiously; why have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea,just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there"
While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart.
A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home.
Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.
That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story
They continued to date.
She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful.
He was such a good person but she almost missed him!
Thanks to his salty coffee!
Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life...
And every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said:
"My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee.
Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt
It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication!
I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.
Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste..
But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life!
Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life.
If I can live for the second time, still want to know you ;have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again.
Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee
It's sweet. She replied
Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!<
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love
Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

Jehovah Yahweh “I AM”

From Bible Verse Exodus 3:1-18

Birthday Over

My birthday have just over. This yr, didn't really celebrate much. Took birthday leave and sleep. i spent most of the time sleeping.

Initially I plan to go swimming but raining the whole day. I decided to stay in my bed.... Actually i have no plan. In the evening i went for my classes. I just spent my birthday just like normal day.
The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge;
Fools despise wisdom and instruction.
--Proverbs 1:5 & 7

Give instruction to a wise man and he will be still wiser,
Teach a righteous man and he will increase his learning.
--Proverbs 9:9

[Jesus said,] "Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me,

for I am gentle and humble in heart,

and you will find rest for your souls."

--Matthew 11:28-29


You, however, continue in the things you have learned and become convinced of, knowing from whom you have learned them, and that from childhood you have known the sacred writings which are able to give you the wisdom that leads to salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus.

--2 Tim. 3:14-15

Primary schoolmates Gathering

On the next Sunday I will be meeting my primary schoolmates... It been a long time we never gather together. Hope this time will be more of them to join us. Trying to get 1 of out teacher, but i just not able to contact her. Call her house a few time but not able to get her. I also not sure if she has change her no. So far there is quite a few have agreed to go for steamboat on that day.

Raining day

Today has been raining the whole day. so sianz.... Actually the whole day i was very tired.... my eye are closing.... been doing filing the whole day.... During lunch, was scare by a rat at the food court....

How i wish to go home n sleep but i need to work till 8.30pm tonight=(

the extra degree

Raising the temperature of water by one extra degree means the difference between something that is simply very hot and something that
generates enough force to power a machine!
- A beautiful, uncomplicated metaphor
that ideally should feed our every endeavor,
consistently pushing us to make the extra effort
in every task we under take.

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Warrior is a child

Warrior is a Child Lately I've been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazingStrong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me I'm hiding all the tears

(Chorus)
They don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
'Cause deep inside this armour
The warrior is a child

Unafraid because his armour is the best
But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest
People say that I'm amazing Never face retreat
But they don't see the enemies
That lay me at His feet

Chorus x2

I drop my sword and look up for His smile
Because deep inside this armour
Deep inside this armour
Deep inside this armour
The Warrior is a Child

Ben & Lewis

Today is Ben & Lewis graduation on "Shan Fu". Both of them told before hand, therefore I able to prepare a small diy gift for both of them. :P

My plant

so sad....all my small pot of African violet cant make...only left the one and only bigger African violet but my mum accidentally knock the plant. now it look like it dying away....so sad....so many pot but none of it able to make it....does it really because my current place not suitable to grow it....:(


My pet called "Mango". Always like lay down asking ppl to sayang her... hehe

The Essence of Character

Your true character is revealed by the clarity of your convictions,

the choices you make, and the promises you keep.

Hold strongly to your principles and refuse to follow the currents of convenience.

What you say and do defines who you are.

And who you are...you are forever.

Firework

Today i went to see firework...so nice...really had a nice time.

wet wet day

My clothing was wet.... otw to work today was raining so heavily....plus it so windy making it worst...lucky all my electrics stuff was not wet....like my hp, harddisk, ipod. Now just finish my breakfast while waiting for my cloth to dry... it still vy wet, here got no dryer to dry it.
The photo i took e other day before going to work.

Tired day....

Today i was so tired....just finish my instant mee... tonight one of my classmate sent me therefore no chance of buying food when i was on my way home.....

Actually my eye are closing....cant really stand it liao...even i don wish to sleep so fast after food.

Inspirations

Psalm 121
A song of ascents.


1 I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?
2 My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.
3 He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;
4 indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.

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The absolute truth and very moving. Enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!

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Dad birthday photo


The four pots of small afican violet doesnt look good.... look like cant make it....so sad....

backache

Donnoe why today wake up, my lower back very the pain. Today i think i feeling much better, just that my back vy aching only, other than that i am all rite.

Today my sister come home alone. Say Ian, never follow her because he is preparing for his exams. My sister is asking me this coming friday, to join her to go for food testing for her wedding dinner. Look like i have to give a miss in the coming cg.

new leafs

Initially, i thought this plant cant make it, but who know new leafs appear.... hehe...

This is a plants i bought with Xiao Jianyan during our visit to Ikea.

Sick again

haiz... fall sick again... Now my throat are feeling so terrible, and having slight fever. Stomach having a lot of wind again....

Today, just went to xiu xiu house for training, then went home. Just what i guess, i not able to use my pc at all... first my dad playing following by mum... then i have nothing to do, therefore i just sleep n sleep... till 6pm+

Wake up then have dinner, watch a bit of tv with both of parents till 8.30pm. then try to do my stuff... but doing it so slowly. till now havent finish the stuff.... haiz....

stomach feeling bloated again

donnoe why... today stomaching feeling bloated again.... n i having sore throat now. i drink a lot of water but still feeling the pain :(

1 pot of my afican violet die


so sad....one of my afican violet die....the last leaf not able to make it....

the rest of my afican violet, look so unhealthy....the leafs are small and pale yellow.... i have no ideas how to make the leaf look green n healthy.

Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

Through faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of God, so that things which are seen were not made of things which do appear.

But without faith it is impossible to please Him: for he that cometh to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of them that diligently seek Him.

--Hebrews 11:1, 3, 6

Dad birthday 2007




Gifts for my little cousins


This is the little magnet for my little cousins, while waiting to use my pc. My mum was playing game on my pc, therefor i cant do my stuff. Haiz...she always like that....
This photo was taken on last weekend. Last weekend, went to ikea to shop with cow before having dinner with my family.
Change the Health of a Generation

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Result out

Result finally out. I managed to score a B for this special Term. Lucky never get grade lower than that. Thanks God
The Power of Attitude

歌曲:祷告良辰歌


歌手:陶喆 专辑:太平盛世


祷告之时甘甜之时
使我离开烦恼之事
来到神的座前发表
所有意愿所有需要
当我遇到重压忧愁
我灵却常得着自由
不陷恶者所有布置
因为有你祷告之时
祷告之时甘甜之时
如有只翼载我愿辞
来她宝座向她求恳
她是信实她是全真
她既命我寻求她面
信阿话语靠她恩典
我要将我重担卸释
在于你前甘甜之时
Isaiah 40: 25 - 31
God's power to create, his provision to sustain, and his presence to help.
What is your concept of God, especially as revealed in his Son, Jesus Christ?

Heaven Sent(The Story Behind the Figurine)


by Sam Butcher, Precious Moments creator

Sometimes when a person becomes a Christian he gets so caught up with the "Sweet by and by" that he is not prepared for the "Nasty now and then." God has not promised a life of ease for those who trust in Him. As a matter of fact, He has told us in His Word that there would definitely be trials along the way.

When I was new in my Christian faith, I wanted so much to change my circumstance. I thought, if only I could change the way that things were going - then life would be great! But God had another plan, and all that I could do was patiently wait on Him. When it comes to answered prayer, sometimes the Lord will say yes, and sometimes He will say no. But sometimes we must understand that the Lord will just say: wait!

As we experience our daily Christian walk, the Lord may speak again in His still small voice. And this time He may say:

"Dear Child, I didn't tell you it would be easy.

But I did say it would be worth it."

Exam Result

Just check on my result, it will be release about 25 Jul. Which is the coming wed. Oh no.... scare scare.... Don't think i will do vy well for my exams.... Hope i will get at least a B grade....

Sunday School handcraft

Just pass saturday, i need to teach the sunday school kids... it was kind of last minute preparation.

Completed the sample handcraft at nearly 3am on friday night... which causes me, all the weekend, was supper tired....

Just bath finish, now waiting for my hair to dye and i going to bed...decided to update my blog...as it been a long time i write on my blog...

Meiping bday card


I should have upload this picture, weeks ago... but also have no time to upload photos to my pc...

Finally get it done... hehe.... This is a birthday card i make for Meiping this yr. Hope she will like it, which it a kind of rush for me... as that period i was prepare for my exam paper, yet I still need to set aside at least 1hour or so to do the card. ;)

Another busy wk....

haiz...it going to an end of the sunday.... another busy wk... been rushing work, rushing for places, event n etc....

Dont really have time for rest... also don really have time for my parents... every time i reach home, they either sleeping or going to sleep... i feel i have so little communication... I only know my family members at such surface level. it really is a sad thing.... haiz....

Success

Successful is the person who has
lived well, laughed often and loved much,

who has gained the respect of children,
who leaves the world better than they found it,

who has never lacked appreciation
for the earth's beauty,

who never fails to look for the best in others
or give the best of themselves.
True independence and freedom can only exist
in doing what's right.

--Brigham Young

Top 10 Things We Know for Sure

1. We are Responsible for Our Life.
And nobody else. Although all success requires the assistance and cooperation of others, our success can never be left to anyone else. Luck is not a strategy.

2. Life is short.
Whether we live 20 years or 100, our lives pass quickly. All the more reason to spend our life doing what we love. Since we never know how much time we have left, we should live each day as if it is our last—for it just may be.

3. You Can't Learn Less.
We can only add to our knowledge. We don't have to give some of it up in exchange for new knowledge. Our ability to absorb and retain knowledge may just be unlimited.

4. Clarity Leads to Power.
When we're clear, we're more effective. Our clarity reduces our mistakes and enables us to enlist the help of others. We are more powerful when we are clear, and we are weaker when we are confused.

5. What You Sow, You Reap.
This is also called The Law of the Farm or The Law of Reciprocity. In order to continue to receive we must give.

6. You Can't Un-ring a Bell .
No one can change what's already happened. Whatever is done is done. It's up to us whether we use the experience to learn or allow ourselves to be run by the experience.

7. It Takes a Long Time to Build a Good Reputation and Only a Short While to Ruin it.
Trust and credibility is built slowly but can be lost almost instantly.

8. If You Don't Believe in Yourself, No One Else Will.
People don't respect or follow anyone who doesn't have confidence in themselves. I think the Universe tends to trust us to the degree we trust ourselves.

9. It Doesn't Take Guts to Quit.
Anyone can quit. And most people do—on their dreams and on themselves.

10. We Can Accomplish Anything We Want, Just Not EVERYTHING We Want.
It's too big a world. There are too many options, too many things and only a certain amount of time

Holiday!!!!

Finally there is a short break from school..... No need to go to school for lesson a mth but need to start doing for my fyp...

Now need to plan...what module should i take for the coming semi. Should i take 1 or 2 module.... still not sure which is better.... hmm....

The Essence of a New Day

This is the beginning of a new day.
You have been given this day to use as you will.
You can waste it or use it for good.
What you do today is important because you are exchanging a day of your life for it.
When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever.
In its place is something that you have left behind.
Let it be something good.

Exam is coming again

haiz... exam is on the coming Tue.... till now i still donnoe what i am studying cause whatever learn in class has nothing to do with the exam.... No AL to take and study.

Today i still take MC cause stomach not feeling well. Tml, after work still need to go n study...hope will have some break through.

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Frisbee!!!

Yesterday, play Frisbee with my co-li. We are allow to have a sport outing together on every bio-weekly. =)

Run a lot even through it was only a short period... long time never exercise. becoming very lazy. hehe

Church camp

Finally apply my leave for my coming church camp today. Today is my fourth day at work. Everything is just so new to me. But i really like the people there. We are just like a big family, everyone are so helpful and thoughtful for each other. Everyone are willing to do that extra miles for others. Really happy that i able to be in the family.

Matthew 11

Matthew 11:29-30 (NIV)

29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

Personal Reflect: A promise that we can claim from Him. A hope that we can look forward to, all it need is trust and draw near to HIM no matter what. Give to HIM on the all the burden that we have and during the waiting process, we have to learn to let it go. Only we willing to exchange our burden with HIM, then we will be able to have the hope and joys that we can look forward and the strength to walk in our life ahead.

Psalm 46

1 God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble.

2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,

3 though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with their surging.
Selah

4 There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God,
the holy place where the Most High dwells.

5 God is within her, she will not fall;
God will help her at break of day.

6 Nations are in uproar, kingdoms fall;
he lifts his voice, the earth melts.

7 The LORD Almighty is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.
Selah

8 Come and see the works of the LORD,
the desolations he has brought on the earth.

9 He makes wars cease to the ends of the earth;
he breaks the bow and shatters the spear,
he burns the shields [b] with fire.

10 "Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth."

11 The LORD Almighty is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.
Selah


Persons reflect:

After reading it, it remind me of being still, a lot of time, we been doing so many multi-tasking at a time. Our mind cant be still and focus. Maybe to others it easy to stay focus to just praying alone, but it never easy... my mind will wonder away, swaying away... Therefore, i think i really need to purposely train my brain to focus and do it...


The kiss of the sun for pardon,
The song of the birds for mirth,
One is nearer God's heart in a garden
Than anywhere else on earth.

~Dorothy Frances Gurney, "Garden Thoughts"


"The land produced vegetation: plants bearing seed according to their kinds

and trees bearing fruit with seed in it according to their kinds.

And God saw that it was good."

Genesis 1:12


Broadband speed

Just restart my broadband modern and notice that my speed is faster. My current speed now is 3Mbps instead of 1500bps. Hope it will remain like this constant and not only today. hehe

Trip to Malaysia

Just back in Singapore for awhile only. Been in Malaysia for the past few days, before the start of my new job. Manage to visit all cow sisters. Stay at his 2 sister place.

First day trip is really special. Maybe because i a city girl. It actually not a bad experience. I play with cow niece master mind game which is my childhood game... hehe...

Day two and three been tired cause cow have so many nieces and nephews. Overall i enjoys the trips to Malaysia. Just hope tomorrow i have energy to start work. ;)

My new Violet plants

Last Sunday pass by a suppermart, saw 2 pot of violet n bought it home. Now i have 2 more collection of violet. hehe... But i not sure my violet species.
"In the truest sense, freedom cannot be bestowed; it must be achieved."
Franklin D. Roosevelt

Exams result release

Exam result finally released, i have manage to pass all the 3 module... My cap point have increase a bit too. A bit sad cause got one C+ didnt manage to get all 3 B. haiz.... but i think i should be lucky cause i still able to pass all the subject.

Exams result release

Exam result going to be release soon.... scare scare.... Scare of the result. So scare that i will not be able to do well....

Today i never attend lesson, sir go throught yesterday evening paper...haiz.... today i was just too tired. i falling asleep at 3plus. when i wake up it already 5plus. therefore i just skip my class. Now have to email sir to get back my paper, as my classmate not able to collect on my behalf.

CA1 over

finally CA1 over, should be able to pass. Dont think i did very well in the paper. I feel QC is a very boring subject. Whenever i read the text, i alway fall asleep. Just donnoe know why.

Tml is my last day lesson with my part one sir. hope 2st sir will be better. tml my friend from KL is coming to sg, i cant meet up with him. i will only meet him for lunch on thur before he go leave sg.

bought new indoor plant

Tonight went out with my ex co-li, jianyan to have dinner at tampines ikea. It been a few mths never meet up.... kind of miss those days working together. i went out with her the most beside other co-li. hehe... maybe timing just able to match. ;)

We sit and chat for a long time before we walk around at ikea. Actually we just walk around the plants area. Which ended i bought a new indoor plant. Jianyan also bought the same type of plant as mine. She mention, if she manage to take good care of it, she will try those with flower one. ;p

Always laugh

"the most wasted of all days is one without laughter."

-e.e. cummings

CA1

School just started not long, this is only the 2nd wk but next tue is my first CA1. Special team is really short. but no choice... it a express course, still haven't got the mood in study.

At the same time, i am counting down the day of starting of my new job. i still not use of waking up early in the morning. i have no ideas how i going to wake up at 6am in the morning... oh no....

Global Warming

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My plant

It been a long time i never upload new photos of my plants. till now my plant still alive...lucky man... hehe....

Today went dinner with my parents. before that went to look at plants shop...so sad didnt manage to saw any violet plants... wanted to get a pot but till now no luck so far.
This morning when i was waiting for bus to go to cg, i saw this cat sleeping. i feel it so cute therefore took a photo of the cat.... hehe

A Mother's Prayer

Dear Lord, it's such a hectic day
With little time to stop and pray
For life's been anything but calm
Since You called on me to be a mom
Running errands, matching socks
Building dreams with building blocks
Cooking, cleaning, and finding shoes
And other stuff that children lose
Fitting lids on bottled bugs
Wiping tears and giving hugs
A stack of last weeks mail to read
So where's the quiet time I need?
Yet when I steal a minute, Lord
Just at the sink or ironing board
To ask the blessings of Your grace
I see then, in my small one's face
That You have blessed me
All the while
And I stop to kiss

That precious smile

--Author Unknown

haiz...mum

today i spent the whole day at home with my parents...sometime i really cant stand my mum....what she want mean she want it...she doesnt care i want it a not....

today she want to change all my plant soil, she force me to do it... which i told her...it still not the time to change...need another few more time...she say it already long enough to change.... i think my plant will not be able to make it....i told mum i don't want to separted the plant...she just insisted and wanted to pull apart... i got no choice but to hand her the penknife. i feel so sad... why my mum never listen to want i need.

last wk when i don't feel like eating. she get so angry n force me to eat... sometime i really feel so hard to communicate with her... she never listen to what i need n want.... she just want me to follow her choice...if i don't she will start throwing temper. haiz.... -_-"

personal site

Today have try to change my personal website layout...manage to edit a few pages. hehe...
http://www.dena-ng.com

bit by bit i will change all the pages to the new layout. =)

PhotoSlide

Just update my multiply layout. hehe
http://dena.multiply.com/

Exam over

Exam finally over.... This semester to pass shouldn't be a problem but i don't think able to score. It all rite, can pass can liao.

After exam rushed home to prepare myself for an interview. After interview, rush to catch spiderman 3. never have dinner, after the movie went to 85 market to have supper with cow. =)

The Power of Perspective

A positive perspective removes the rust from our minds and helps us see beyond the box we've built for ourselves. Large obstacles seem smaller, long distances can be made shorter, and the unknown becomes familiar. Pausing to take a different view and appreciating everything more fully helps us understand where we are going.

Spider man....

Can wait to watch spider man....it been a long time i watch movie...i will be watching the evening movie on the same day of my last paper. =)

Till now...i haven't study much...oh oh.... but actually is nothing go into my mind... cause i donnoe what i donnoe or what i already noe.... hmm... tough paper to study.

So tired...

Don't know why after my first paper.... i am so tired...i cant do anything but keep sleeping n sleeping....n i don want to get out of my bed....today a bit better....wake up at noon. Yesterday, was supper tired, till i wake up at 3pm...

after wake up, i cant really do much also....been wasting my time away, sleeping....I know i got to start prepare to study. I will try to adjust my mind set soon...buck up!!!!

cant focus....

till now i havent even complete doing one qn...i just cant stay focus....i donnoe y... my mind cant concentrated at all.... i feel vy anxious.... i cant do anything at all.... i want to throw temper.... i just cant do anything now.... =(

time...scare scare

time really passed vy fast, my exams is coming nearer n nearer but i still not fully prepare.... monday evening paper.... really scare scare......

yday afternoon, i went for one interview.... not vy sure i able to get the job a not... a lot of time studying at home, the effect is not a lot... i will waste my time away... surfing net, watch tv, do anything but studies. hehe.... but time really not a lot left for me to waste like that....got to really buck up...

Faith

Faith sees the invisible, believes the incredible, receives the impossible.

Sick...vomit & fever

This morning i over slept.. suppose to have cg at 10.30am but i wake up at 10am....no choice but to take cab there...

After finish the breakfast at MP house i don feel gd...actually when i wake up this morning whole body aching. just thought i never sleep well over the night. cause recently, when i wake up, my body always aching.

After the cg, Cow & I went to AMK Mac to studies. With another 2 classmates. study till even time... went to have dinner, but i still not feeling well. eat a bit of food, i vomited all the food of the day. =)

cow company n send me home. reached home my family members was not around, all went to my sister new HDB flat. cow company me for awhile, after he left, i measure thermometer, i realise i have slight fever. After that i fall asleep till my parents come back, then check my temperature, it raises to 38.2.

After they back, i went to take a quick bath. it still stay around 38.1. I couldn't rest cause i cant sleep... therefore decided to write a blog of today.

mouse not able to detect

Haiz... donnoe y, my mouse not able to detect again... just now in the morning i still able to use my pc...now facing problem again... =(

Tired....

I think i am too tired.... today the whole time i am sleeping...i just wake up and feel much better. yday i think i think i sleep after 3am....

at abt 8am, i wake up by sms.... at that moment, my whole body was aching by much.... then the next round i wake up was close to 11am. eat a bit of stuff...help mum to apply her medinical on her ear, i went back to my bed... i just not able to open my eye... feel so heavy on my eye n body aching vy bad...

next round i wake up is now, 4pm+ feeling much refresh but my backache is still vy bad....maybe rest a bit more, take a hot bath, hope it will be better....

In the garden.....



In the garden of your soul, plant kindness and simplicity.

haiz...my pc.....

Haiz.... my pc.... it giving me problem again.... i just turn on my pc, i cant detect my mouse... now i only able to use only my keyboard....wanted to do try do the quiz cant do again....

Love

It is possible to give without love but it is impossible to love without giving.

One Solitary Life

view an inspirational movie based upon the essay written over 80 years ago by Dr. James Francis.

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Happy Easter

Finally blow....that it.....

I intend to talk to her after the completion of the whole project but today sms making me really mad.... the sorry in the sms mean nothing to me, cause inside the content she put, she feel she has the rite to push me... in that way... sorry no one in the group have the wrong to do that to me.... i only reply to her on the the issue that i am not happy about, she already cant take it... what about all the sms she sent to me for since sat.... i already did my best to control my temper but sorry she really testing my limit.... n it long reach the limit.......

n i also have check with the person doing marketing.... she never sent the same type of sms.... what does it mean.... i can be bully like that.... sorry i alway keep in because i treat her as my friend... friend have to give n take...

just because of her stress she can treat ppl like that... who don have stress.... everyone in the group have their own stress.... all of us have to maintain a balance of our work, studies n family n also our own social life.... but none of us, treat others like the way she treating me.... sorry i cant accept it...

Angry......

i never been angry for more than 1 night... this time i already been angry since sat night.... when i reach home, my dad don't even dare to ask anything. after i get into my room i start throwing items here and there. i just know that my dad told my parrots to stop making noise, jie jie is in bad mood. i even wake up

i know i shouldn't be like tat but i just cant control it. i cant.... i cant do anything. when i can use my pc non my sister room pc, i was so mad, i keep throwing pillow and hitting my hand on the table on the keyboard.

sunday morning, i cant do anything, i feeling so mad, n i keep crying. i try to do things but i cant... i try to read bible, i ended up crying.... everything i do, is all uncontrol emotion. i never know i will get so angry.... i never experience it before....

cow even say that i am xiao qi. ask me to forgive her... i donnoe i just cant do it... it beyond my limit. Just that sunday night i was feeling much better... at night i could do sunday school stuff.

then today evening time, while i was waiting for bus, i was still praying for a heart to forgive n forget everything. who know, come the sms.... it been too much.... every sms come, is all the word that really hurt me.... i already try my best to avoid direct quarrel about it... n everything come are pushing me to that limit.

i really don't know what to do.... i wish to forget about it but i cant... i also don't know how... i don't know how to handle the emotion.

One more design for the sunday school kid


i am supper angry...........

i am really angry... there nothing i can do.....
i been bz for over 3hr... i cant install software... i cant read my usb driver... i even format my pc.... but there nothing i cant do... i cant do e report at all... i facing problem with my pc all the time... i hate it... i cant do anything...

i hate e sms i receive today... i will not partner with her forever in ay project... even i have to do it alone.... i rather do that than pair it up with her.... IT ENOUGH....

i try temper all over the place... i throw all my books, cd n i even bang my hand on the table, keyboard.... now my wrist is still in pain...............i never been so angry before...........

my mummy....

sometime i really cannot understand my mum... she always will do thing i cant understand.... today her friend come to my place... she saw my Africa violet plants. mum agree to give my plant to her without even asking me... this is not the first time... she even told my auntie all about it, and everyone is asking me to give my plant to them...

today her friend, say don give me now, wait till it grow bigger then give it to her.... everyone keep asking n mum agree to everyone.... i really don't like it.... why she alway like tat.... giving away my stuff without asking me at all...

no wonder my sister alway so angry with my mum.... alway will talk back at her.... she just give away item to other, without our knowing.

3 drawing....

i need to come out with 3 handcrafts drawing for the sunday school... actually till now i have no ideas what to do....

so far only manage to come out with 1 piece... not sure the little children can mange to draw it out a not....

e other piece i intend to do a house... as all this art piece done by the children is meant to give it to parents. next 2 piece drawing i still have no ideas what to design...

Change of new website http://www.dena-ng.com

Hi all,

I will be changing my personal website to http://www.dena-ng.com

I also have added a new joke section provided by Skypie-aka-Aaron http://www.dena-ng.com/joke.html

haiz...

sometime i wonder should i stay a home more often a not....for the past nearly an hour....my mum been complaining what had happen to her....the worst things, it not the first time she telling me all that....it donnoe how many time liao....

whenever i at home, specially when i rushing my report or studying she will keep stay by my side to talk non-stop...sometime i cant take it i will throw my temper at her... i really trying my best not to do it....how.... how to control my temper....

a lot time, i don really wish to response to mum because she alway telling me abt 4-D n etc...i really don like it.... haiz.....