today leave office a bit late, therefore reach home after 8pm, rest awhile study till after 11pm. just finish taking bath, waiting for my hair to dry. eye couldnt open. my mind was so tired...... really needed to take a really gd rest. my mind cant absorb anymore.
Also chatting with my poly friend. yesterday meet her for dinner and sudden one of her current uni guy appear and have dinner with us. Now i asking her is it her bf, she keep saying no. haiz....... so disppointed.....how i wish she would get herself a bf soon.
Finally a wk break!!!!
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Finally a wk break, and finally manage to see one of my poly friend, xuemin. It been nearly 3mth i last see her.
Yesterday meet her at plaza Sing. Before dinner, we shop at spotlight as i was looking for some material to DIY card for my sister ROM. Really been a long time i never shop, bought a pair of white shoe and feeling so happy. hehe....
I couldnt enjoy myself too much too. tonight onward need to really start study for my coming CA and try to complete my projecy and report before term start. There still a lot of studies materials to read, i still very lost in my study. Hope i will not fall sick again. Really have no ideas, why i always keep fall sick. haiz..... i also have to try to stay cheerful. Past few months, i always so moody. have to try to stay +ve at all time. it really hard but i learning to do that.
Yesterday meet her at plaza Sing. Before dinner, we shop at spotlight as i was looking for some material to DIY card for my sister ROM. Really been a long time i never shop, bought a pair of white shoe and feeling so happy. hehe....
I couldnt enjoy myself too much too. tonight onward need to really start study for my coming CA and try to complete my projecy and report before term start. There still a lot of studies materials to read, i still very lost in my study. Hope i will not fall sick again. Really have no ideas, why i always keep fall sick. haiz..... i also have to try to stay cheerful. Past few months, i always so moody. have to try to stay +ve at all time. it really hard but i learning to do that.
MC for 2 days
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on Monday, September 18
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Was on MC on thur n friday. Down with cold again. Havent really recover for nearly 3weeks.
i think i really needed a break but somehow, things just keep coming in. i just couldnt take it. But life still have to go on. i still have to work, studies, n etc.....
Just hope that nothing cope up anymore. sometime i really couldnt cope with the pressure at all....sometime, i wonder will i devloped depression.
During the period i was so busy, i was feeling really moody. really wish to stop whatever i was doing. as i feel i couldnt control my emotion at all.
i think i really needed a break but somehow, things just keep coming in. i just couldnt take it. But life still have to go on. i still have to work, studies, n etc.....
Just hope that nothing cope up anymore. sometime i really couldnt cope with the pressure at all....sometime, i wonder will i devloped depression.
During the period i was so busy, i was feeling really moody. really wish to stop whatever i was doing. as i feel i couldnt control my emotion at all.
Time flies!!!!
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on Wednesday, September 13
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So fast, it middle of the wk. The wkend just pass, i finally met up with my ex co-li. So long never see them, i feel so paisei, as i need to rush off to church service. cant stay with them longer. Really miss those time, while we working together.
Playing online game, "Knight Online" together. Do night shift together, having supper together. Life together at that times are so happy. How i wish to work with them together.......miss those old times......but it will never come back. Therefore, really hope i will be more free to keep contact with them.....i have to try my best to keep the contact. =)
Playing online game, "Knight Online" together. Do night shift together, having supper together. Life together at that times are so happy. How i wish to work with them together.......miss those old times......but it will never come back. Therefore, really hope i will be more free to keep contact with them.....i have to try my best to keep the contact. =)
Cant wait for weekend
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on Thursday, September 7
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Can't wait for weekend to come....Been sick for 2week, till now havent fully recover. Still having slight sore throat. Body still feeling very tired n aching. sometime will even feel dizzy. haiz....
How i wish i no need to work nor studies....Really feeling physical tired....=( Sometime i feel i dont know how to laugh. No feeling on things now.
How i wish i no need to work nor studies....Really feeling physical tired....=( Sometime i feel i dont know how to laugh. No feeling on things now.
What is Love?
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on Tuesday, September 5
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Today chatting my friend online, who counting down on the days she going to engage. On the topic settle down, marry.
The first thing that come to my mind was 1 Corinthians 13:4-7.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Share with her this, the first reaction from her was,"so touching mah". Till I explain to her my feeling of this words. Then she able to agree with me and feel just a few lines words but there are so much meaning behind it. What I didn't mention to her was, at different stage in my life reading it, mean different to me.
Found a nice flash movie on this verse:
lovemovie
and a link which I feel it worth to read on this book 1 Corinthians:
Topics on Love
How to get more things done with limited time?
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on Monday, September 4
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How to get more things done with limited time? I just cant see to be able to do it. I feeling more n more tired trying to do so many things with little time...i not able to do my best in all the tasks.
How could expect me to complete a task that i used to need 3 hour to complete asking me to reduce it to 1 hr n able to still do it well....expect me to make full use of the time. Keep telling me it can be done cause other ppl able to do it. =(
i not them. i need more time on my studies. they all forget that i a full time worker plus part time students. i need time on my own to studies. i not a bright student, it not enough just sunday morning alone or lucky sometime saturday morning.
everything is what other expect from me, have they ask me can i do it a not. Asking me to take care of my health, yet there are so many task, cant rest, cant concentrate and yet want me to do well in all around. i cant do it. .. i really cant do it. i really feel stress, i donnoe how much longer can i cope with it before i really break down...............
How could expect me to complete a task that i used to need 3 hour to complete asking me to reduce it to 1 hr n able to still do it well....expect me to make full use of the time. Keep telling me it can be done cause other ppl able to do it. =(
i not them. i need more time on my studies. they all forget that i a full time worker plus part time students. i need time on my own to studies. i not a bright student, it not enough just sunday morning alone or lucky sometime saturday morning.
everything is what other expect from me, have they ask me can i do it a not. Asking me to take care of my health, yet there are so many task, cant rest, cant concentrate and yet want me to do well in all around. i cant do it. .. i really cant do it. i really feel stress, i donnoe how much longer can i cope with it before i really break down...............
will a person have no reaction on stuff....emotionless
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Can a person been living in this world and have no feeling on anything....can a person do that....a living person with no emotion at all....if a person living till like that, isnt it pointless to live....
Is it that person have given up hope in this world, that why choose to behave in this way?
Is it that person have given up hope in this world, that why choose to behave in this way?
愛真的需要勇氣
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Still no voice!!!!
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on Thursday, August 31
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haiz....i lost my voice on last friday nite, after having steamboat with my friends and co-li to celebrating 1 wk in advance birthday. Been having fever on and off since last thursday. All the way till sunday.
Really wish to rest on monday but need to prepare stuff on the early tuesday morning at 1am+. Had a long sleep after my night job till almost 2pm @tuesday afternoon. After that prepare go for my evening classes. Reach home not too late nor early.... Not in good mood, therefore very sticky to my parents. Needed their attentation to feel being pamper and concern. maybe still feeling sick that why.....
yesterday night went to cg. reach home after 11.30pm. bath and sleep almost immediately. too tired. this morning don't even feel like coming to work but i need to. it going to be another tired day till sunday then i able to rest i guess.
today and tml having evening classes. saturday noon still need to attend class till 6pm. haiz....sunday is my actual birthday, will ppl remember about it?
Really wish to rest on monday but need to prepare stuff on the early tuesday morning at 1am+. Had a long sleep after my night job till almost 2pm @tuesday afternoon. After that prepare go for my evening classes. Reach home not too late nor early.... Not in good mood, therefore very sticky to my parents. Needed their attentation to feel being pamper and concern. maybe still feeling sick that why.....
yesterday night went to cg. reach home after 11.30pm. bath and sleep almost immediately. too tired. this morning don't even feel like coming to work but i need to. it going to be another tired day till sunday then i able to rest i guess.
today and tml having evening classes. saturday noon still need to attend class till 6pm. haiz....sunday is my actual birthday, will ppl remember about it?
Sick!!!!
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on Thursday, August 24
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today when i wake up i really dont feel like going to work. whole body vy aching n having sore throat. Feel so sick, cant really took it, especially still need to carry notebook around. =( cant take the weight anymore.......
Today already took 2 paracetamol to ease the pain. still find it really not much use. Later still having night classes. Oh no....wonder can i take it till then a not. Lucky tomorrow i taking time off. can sleep a bit late before i go n settle stuff.
waiting?
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on Wednesday, August 16
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Have u ever try feel so tired of trying... ended up u just do nothing but wait. seem that it the best solution but why the feeling is sad. why u had make up ur mind not hoping for anything but u still feeling sad....
why the sad feeling is surrounding u all the time....how not to be feeling disappointed? how not to expect anything out from it? there are so many ??? how to break free of this chain cycle?
Is the equation work this way?
no expection = no disappointment = only wait = happy
why the sad feeling is surrounding u all the time....how not to be feeling disappointed? how not to expect anything out from it? there are so many ??? how to break free of this chain cycle?
Is the equation work this way?
no expection = no disappointment = only wait = happy
我爱你_七十六种语言 不同版本的“我爱你”
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我爱你_七十六种语言 不同版本的“我爱你”
德语:Ich liebe dich.
法语:Je t'aime / Je t'adore
希腊语:S'agapo
犹太语:Ani ohev otach(male or famale)
匈牙利:Szeretlek
爱尔兰:taim i'ngra leat
爱沙尼亚:Mina armastan sind
芬兰:Min rakastan sinua
比利时佛兰芒语:IK zie u graag
意大利语:ti amo,ti vogliobene
拉丁语:Te amo,Vos amo
拉托维亚:Es tevi Milu
里斯本:lingo gramo-te bue',chavalinha
立陶宛:Tave Myliu
马其顿:Te sakam
马耳他:Inhobbok
波兰语:Kocham Cie,Ja cie kocham
葡萄牙:Eu amo-te
罗马尼亚:Te iu besc,Te Ador
荷兰:IK hou van jou
英语:I love you
捷克:Miluji te
丹麦:Jeg elsker dig
阿尔萨斯:Ich hoan dich gear
亚美尼亚:Yes Kezi Seeroom yem
巴伐利亚:I mog di narrisch gern
保加利亚:ahs te obicham
西班牙加泰隆语:T'estim
克罗地亚:Volim te
阿塞疆语:Men seni serivem
孟加拉:Ami tomay bhalobashi
缅甸:chit pa de
柬埔寨:Bong salang oun
菲律宾:Mahal Kita,Iniibig Kita
印度古吉拉特语:Hoon tane prem karun chuun
北印度语:main tumse pyar karta hoon
印度尼西亚:Saja kasih saudari
日本:あいしてる
朝鲜:???
爪哇语:aku tresno marang sliromu
老挝:Khoi huk chau
马来语:saya Cinta Mu
马来西亚:Saya Cintamu
蒙古语:bi chamd hairtai
尼泊尔:Ma tumilai maya garchu,Ma timilai man parauchu
波斯语:Tora dost daram
他加禄语:Mahal kita
南非语:Ek het jou lief Ek is lief vir jou
加纳:Me do wo
埃塞俄比亚阿姆哈雷地区:Ene ewedechalu(for ladies)
Ene ewedehalwe(for men)
阿拉伯语:Ana Ahebak(to a male)
Arabic Ana ahebek(to a female)
瑞士德语:Ich li b Dich
克里奥尔语:Mon kontan ou
豪萨语:Ina sonki
肯尼亚班图语:Nigwedete
马达加斯加语:tiako ianao
印度阿萨姆邦语:Moi tomak bhal pau
南亚泰米尔语:Tamil n'an unnaik kathalikkinren
印度泰卢固语:Neenu ninnu pra'mistu'nnanu
泰国:Ch'an Rak Khun
乌尔都语:Mein tumhay pyar karti hun(woman to man)
Mein tumhay pyar karta hun(man to woman)
越南:Em ye'u anh(woman to man)
Anh ye'u em(man to woman)
新西兰毛里语:kia hoahai
爱斯基摩:Nagligivaget
格陵兰岛:Asavakit
冰岛:e'g elska tig
阿尔巴尼亚:T Dua Shume
俄罗斯:Ya vas Iyublyu,Ya Tibia Lyublyu
塞尔维亚:Volim Te
斯洛文尼亚语:Ljubim te
西班牙:Te amo,Te quiero
瑞典:Jag lskar dig
土耳其:Seni seviyorum
乌克兰:ja vas kokhaju
威尔士:Rwy'n dy garu di
亚述语:ana bayanookh(female to male)
ana bayinakh(male to female)
高加索切尔克斯语:wise cas
德语:Ich liebe dich.
法语:Je t'aime / Je t'adore
希腊语:S'agapo
犹太语:Ani ohev otach(male or famale)
匈牙利:Szeretlek
爱尔兰:taim i'ngra leat
爱沙尼亚:Mina armastan sind
芬兰:Min rakastan sinua
比利时佛兰芒语:IK zie u graag
意大利语:ti amo,ti vogliobene
拉丁语:Te amo,Vos amo
拉托维亚:Es tevi Milu
里斯本:lingo gramo-te bue',chavalinha
立陶宛:Tave Myliu
马其顿:Te sakam
马耳他:Inhobbok
波兰语:Kocham Cie,Ja cie kocham
葡萄牙:Eu amo-te
罗马尼亚:Te iu besc,Te Ador
荷兰:IK hou van jou
英语:I love you
捷克:Miluji te
丹麦:Jeg elsker dig
阿尔萨斯:Ich hoan dich gear
亚美尼亚:Yes Kezi Seeroom yem
巴伐利亚:I mog di narrisch gern
保加利亚:ahs te obicham
西班牙加泰隆语:T'estim
克罗地亚:Volim te
阿塞疆语:Men seni serivem
孟加拉:Ami tomay bhalobashi
缅甸:chit pa de
柬埔寨:Bong salang oun
菲律宾:Mahal Kita,Iniibig Kita
印度古吉拉特语:Hoon tane prem karun chuun
北印度语:main tumse pyar karta hoon
印度尼西亚:Saja kasih saudari
日本:あいしてる
朝鲜:???
爪哇语:aku tresno marang sliromu
老挝:Khoi huk chau
马来语:saya Cinta Mu
马来西亚:Saya Cintamu
蒙古语:bi chamd hairtai
尼泊尔:Ma tumilai maya garchu,Ma timilai man parauchu
波斯语:Tora dost daram
他加禄语:Mahal kita
南非语:Ek het jou lief Ek is lief vir jou
加纳:Me do wo
埃塞俄比亚阿姆哈雷地区:Ene ewedechalu(for ladies)
Ene ewedehalwe(for men)
阿拉伯语:Ana Ahebak(to a male)
Arabic Ana ahebek(to a female)
瑞士德语:Ich li b Dich
克里奥尔语:Mon kontan ou
豪萨语:Ina sonki
肯尼亚班图语:Nigwedete
马达加斯加语:tiako ianao
印度阿萨姆邦语:Moi tomak bhal pau
南亚泰米尔语:Tamil n'an unnaik kathalikkinren
印度泰卢固语:Neenu ninnu pra'mistu'nnanu
泰国:Ch'an Rak Khun
乌尔都语:Mein tumhay pyar karti hun(woman to man)
Mein tumhay pyar karta hun(man to woman)
越南:Em ye'u anh(woman to man)
Anh ye'u em(man to woman)
新西兰毛里语:kia hoahai
爱斯基摩:Nagligivaget
格陵兰岛:Asavakit
冰岛:e'g elska tig
阿尔巴尼亚:T Dua Shume
俄罗斯:Ya vas Iyublyu,Ya Tibia Lyublyu
塞尔维亚:Volim Te
斯洛文尼亚语:Ljubim te
西班牙:Te amo,Te quiero
瑞典:Jag lskar dig
土耳其:Seni seviyorum
乌克兰:ja vas kokhaju
威尔士:Rwy'n dy garu di
亚述语:ana bayanookh(female to male)
ana bayinakh(male to female)
高加索切尔克斯语:wise cas
Sentosa
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It been many years seen i last visted Sentosa....It was a very rushing time for me as i need to have dinner with my family at around 7pm.
Really enjoy myself at the underwater world, but too bad i cant finish the perfomance of the pink dophine. Until now still no chance of viewing the whole performance. haiz....
Left sentosa around 5pm+. Lucky still not a lot of ppl as i left before the performace was over. If not i will be stuck at there, then my parents will be upset. As i on the train they call to check where i was.....The dinner was nice. Long time never have dinner together outside.
Tree Top Walk
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on Monday, May 8
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Over the weekend went with my friends to tree top walk. Need to wake up very early to go there. Cant wake up in the morning. we took abt 3-4hr to complete the whole walk. After the walk, i was so tired...didnt eat much during the lunch but drink a lot of water. =)
I really need to exercise more....after the walk i was so tired....wanted to exercise but find i have no time to do it at all....so sad....need to really plan my time.
Freedom
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on Thursday, April 27
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finally free!!! exams just ended on Tuesday. Happy exams over but sad cause still need to go back to work....
really envy on the full time students, as they able to focus just on one area.....not like part-time students. when a call from office we need to go back to work....
anyway, will enjoy this short 1wk+ break =P by going out with friends and do stuff i enjoy.




