is it so hard...all i want is a gd rest.......

Today i don plan to do anything in the morning. Hopping i able to wake up naturally.... it been so long that i able to do that....till i cant remember when... but today it really not my day, night time had bad nightmare. follow by in the morning 2 wrong phone calls.... then follow by work till now.... i hate it.... it should be my AL... i want to take it to rest... but i cant.... now my whole back aching.. donnoe why... haiz.. i never able to rest well...all i want is a gd rest... why does it have to be so hard...............