Another night of doing standby

haiz....Tonight need to do another round of standby. This wk so many night of unrest =( Currently, my eyes are very heavy but I dont dare to sleep scare I will not able to wake up later to work.

It been 3 nights continueously never able to rest well. My body recently been showing sign of unwell again. Now I having slight gastric but I never skip any meal today. Dont know what causes it. Now I trying to find things to do to keep me awake till my outage job is over. No matter, how much sleep will never let me recover from all the restless night. It really causing me to feel Emotionally down and tired.