The Power of Perspective
A positive perspective removes the rust from our minds and helps us see beyond the box we've built for ourselves. Large obstacles seem smaller, long distances can be made shorter, and the unknown becomes familiar. Pausing to take a different view and appreciating everything more fully helps us understand where we are going.
Spider man....
Can wait to watch spider man....it been a long time i watch movie...i will be watching the evening movie on the same day of my last paper. =)
Till now...i haven't study much...oh oh.... but actually is nothing go into my mind... cause i donnoe what i donnoe or what i already noe.... hmm... tough paper to study.
Till now...i haven't study much...oh oh.... but actually is nothing go into my mind... cause i donnoe what i donnoe or what i already noe.... hmm... tough paper to study.
So tired...
Don't know why after my first paper.... i am so tired...i cant do anything but keep sleeping n sleeping....n i don want to get out of my bed....today a bit better....wake up at noon. Yesterday, was supper tired, till i wake up at 3pm...
after wake up, i cant really do much also....been wasting my time away, sleeping....I know i got to start prepare to study. I will try to adjust my mind set soon...buck up!!!!
after wake up, i cant really do much also....been wasting my time away, sleeping....I know i got to start prepare to study. I will try to adjust my mind set soon...buck up!!!!
cant focus....
till now i havent even complete doing one qn...i just cant stay focus....i donnoe y... my mind cant concentrated at all.... i feel vy anxious.... i cant do anything at all.... i want to throw temper.... i just cant do anything now.... =(
time...scare scare
time really passed vy fast, my exams is coming nearer n nearer but i still not fully prepare.... monday evening paper.... really scare scare......
yday afternoon, i went for one interview.... not vy sure i able to get the job a not... a lot of time studying at home, the effect is not a lot... i will waste my time away... surfing net, watch tv, do anything but studies. hehe.... but time really not a lot left for me to waste like that....got to really buck up...
yday afternoon, i went for one interview.... not vy sure i able to get the job a not... a lot of time studying at home, the effect is not a lot... i will waste my time away... surfing net, watch tv, do anything but studies. hehe.... but time really not a lot left for me to waste like that....got to really buck up...
Sick...vomit & fever
This morning i over slept.. suppose to have cg at 10.30am but i wake up at 10am....no choice but to take cab there...
After finish the breakfast at MP house i don feel gd...actually when i wake up this morning whole body aching. just thought i never sleep well over the night. cause recently, when i wake up, my body always aching.
After the cg, Cow & I went to AMK Mac to studies. With another 2 classmates. study till even time... went to have dinner, but i still not feeling well. eat a bit of food, i vomited all the food of the day. =)
cow company n send me home. reached home my family members was not around, all went to my sister new HDB flat. cow company me for awhile, after he left, i measure thermometer, i realise i have slight fever. After that i fall asleep till my parents come back, then check my temperature, it raises to 38.2.
After they back, i went to take a quick bath. it still stay around 38.1. I couldn't rest cause i cant sleep... therefore decided to write a blog of today.
After finish the breakfast at MP house i don feel gd...actually when i wake up this morning whole body aching. just thought i never sleep well over the night. cause recently, when i wake up, my body always aching.
After the cg, Cow & I went to AMK Mac to studies. With another 2 classmates. study till even time... went to have dinner, but i still not feeling well. eat a bit of food, i vomited all the food of the day. =)
cow company n send me home. reached home my family members was not around, all went to my sister new HDB flat. cow company me for awhile, after he left, i measure thermometer, i realise i have slight fever. After that i fall asleep till my parents come back, then check my temperature, it raises to 38.2.
After they back, i went to take a quick bath. it still stay around 38.1. I couldn't rest cause i cant sleep... therefore decided to write a blog of today.
mouse not able to detect
Haiz... donnoe y, my mouse not able to detect again... just now in the morning i still able to use my pc...now facing problem again... =(
Tired....
I think i am too tired.... today the whole time i am sleeping...i just wake up and feel much better. yday i think i think i sleep after 3am....
at abt 8am, i wake up by sms.... at that moment, my whole body was aching by much.... then the next round i wake up was close to 11am. eat a bit of stuff...help mum to apply her medinical on her ear, i went back to my bed... i just not able to open my eye... feel so heavy on my eye n body aching vy bad...
next round i wake up is now, 4pm+ feeling much refresh but my backache is still vy bad....maybe rest a bit more, take a hot bath, hope it will be better....
at abt 8am, i wake up by sms.... at that moment, my whole body was aching by much.... then the next round i wake up was close to 11am. eat a bit of stuff...help mum to apply her medinical on her ear, i went back to my bed... i just not able to open my eye... feel so heavy on my eye n body aching vy bad...
next round i wake up is now, 4pm+ feeling much refresh but my backache is still vy bad....maybe rest a bit more, take a hot bath, hope it will be better....
haiz...my pc.....
Haiz.... my pc.... it giving me problem again.... i just turn on my pc, i cant detect my mouse... now i only able to use only my keyboard....wanted to do try do the quiz cant do again....
One Solitary Life
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Finally blow....that it.....
I intend to talk to her after the completion of the whole project but today sms making me really mad.... the sorry in the sms mean nothing to me, cause inside the content she put, she feel she has the rite to push me... in that way... sorry no one in the group have the wrong to do that to me.... i only reply to her on the the issue that i am not happy about, she already cant take it... what about all the sms she sent to me for since sat.... i already did my best to control my temper but sorry she really testing my limit.... n it long reach the limit.......
n i also have check with the person doing marketing.... she never sent the same type of sms.... what does it mean.... i can be bully like that.... sorry i alway keep in because i treat her as my friend... friend have to give n take...
just because of her stress she can treat ppl like that... who don have stress.... everyone in the group have their own stress.... all of us have to maintain a balance of our work, studies n family n also our own social life.... but none of us, treat others like the way she treating me.... sorry i cant accept it...
n i also have check with the person doing marketing.... she never sent the same type of sms.... what does it mean.... i can be bully like that.... sorry i alway keep in because i treat her as my friend... friend have to give n take...
just because of her stress she can treat ppl like that... who don have stress.... everyone in the group have their own stress.... all of us have to maintain a balance of our work, studies n family n also our own social life.... but none of us, treat others like the way she treating me.... sorry i cant accept it...
Angry......
i never been angry for more than 1 night... this time i already been angry since sat night.... when i reach home, my dad don't even dare to ask anything. after i get into my room i start throwing items here and there. i just know that my dad told my parrots to stop making noise, jie jie is in bad mood. i even wake up
i know i shouldn't be like tat but i just cant control it. i cant.... i cant do anything. when i can use my pc non my sister room pc, i was so mad, i keep throwing pillow and hitting my hand on the table on the keyboard.
sunday morning, i cant do anything, i feeling so mad, n i keep crying. i try to do things but i cant... i try to read bible, i ended up crying.... everything i do, is all uncontrol emotion. i never know i will get so angry.... i never experience it before....
cow even say that i am xiao qi. ask me to forgive her... i donnoe i just cant do it... it beyond my limit. Just that sunday night i was feeling much better... at night i could do sunday school stuff.
then today evening time, while i was waiting for bus, i was still praying for a heart to forgive n forget everything. who know, come the sms.... it been too much.... every sms come, is all the word that really hurt me.... i already try my best to avoid direct quarrel about it... n everything come are pushing me to that limit.
i really don't know what to do.... i wish to forget about it but i cant... i also don't know how... i don't know how to handle the emotion.
i know i shouldn't be like tat but i just cant control it. i cant.... i cant do anything. when i can use my pc non my sister room pc, i was so mad, i keep throwing pillow and hitting my hand on the table on the keyboard.
sunday morning, i cant do anything, i feeling so mad, n i keep crying. i try to do things but i cant... i try to read bible, i ended up crying.... everything i do, is all uncontrol emotion. i never know i will get so angry.... i never experience it before....
cow even say that i am xiao qi. ask me to forgive her... i donnoe i just cant do it... it beyond my limit. Just that sunday night i was feeling much better... at night i could do sunday school stuff.
then today evening time, while i was waiting for bus, i was still praying for a heart to forgive n forget everything. who know, come the sms.... it been too much.... every sms come, is all the word that really hurt me.... i already try my best to avoid direct quarrel about it... n everything come are pushing me to that limit.
i really don't know what to do.... i wish to forget about it but i cant... i also don't know how... i don't know how to handle the emotion.
i am supper angry...........
i am really angry... there nothing i can do.....
i been bz for over 3hr... i cant install software... i cant read my usb driver... i even format my pc.... but there nothing i cant do... i cant do e report at all... i facing problem with my pc all the time... i hate it... i cant do anything...
i hate e sms i receive today... i will not partner with her forever in ay project... even i have to do it alone.... i rather do that than pair it up with her.... IT ENOUGH....
i try temper all over the place... i throw all my books, cd n i even bang my hand on the table, keyboard.... now my wrist is still in pain...............i never been so angry before...........
i been bz for over 3hr... i cant install software... i cant read my usb driver... i even format my pc.... but there nothing i cant do... i cant do e report at all... i facing problem with my pc all the time... i hate it... i cant do anything...
i hate e sms i receive today... i will not partner with her forever in ay project... even i have to do it alone.... i rather do that than pair it up with her.... IT ENOUGH....
i try temper all over the place... i throw all my books, cd n i even bang my hand on the table, keyboard.... now my wrist is still in pain...............i never been so angry before...........
